I’ve been reading up on how sustained attention practices don’t just flatten brainwaves—they might actually increase neural entropy. It makes me wonder if the brain doesn't get quieter, but rather richer. More complex. More alive.

Coming from a software dev background, I always thought of optimization as streamlining, cutting the fat. But consciousness doesn’t work like legacy code. When you meditate consistently, are you debugging your thoughts, or expanding the system’s capacity to hold contradictory states at once? It reminds me of Carl Jung’s take on the unconscious. He didn’t see it as a dark basement to be sealed off, but a reservoir of psychic material that needs to be integrated. That integration process feels messy, non-linear, and deeply alive to me.

In my own practice, I’ve noticed this shift. I’m a restaurant manager in Brooklyn now, so my baseline state is usually a chaotic symphony of tickets, staff drama, and customer demands. When I first started meditating, I wanted that Zen monk stillness. Instead, I got… more. Vivid dreams, sudden pattern recognition, a weird ability to hold tension without snapping. It felt like the psyche was doing its own background processing, organizing the chaos rather than deleting it.

Has anyone else experienced this spike in mental activity rather than a drop? I'm curious if this increase in complexity is a temporary phase or the actual goal of the practice. Also, does anyone else find that the "quiet" we're chasing is just a different kind of signal processing?