I’m an accountant by trade. I spend my days making chaotic numbers fit into neat grids. But my head? My head has been circling the drain between strict atheism and whatever unnamed current I’m swimming in now. I was raised in a church that told me healing came from above, then spent college years tearing that apart, only to realize the vacuum felt colder than the dogma. Lately, I’ve been drawn back to the messy, unstructured work of looking inward. And that’s where the medicalization thing makes me nervous.

Jung described individuation as a deeply personal, often uncomfortable process of integrating the shadow. It’s not meant to be standardized. When therapy gets funneled through strict protocols, dosage schedules, and clinical endpoints, I think we risk turning a deeply personal unraveling into a checklist. The work isn’t in the molecule; it’s in the chaos that follows. You can’t really measure surrender with a rubric.

Tarot readers see this tension all the time. The Hierophant represents the bridge between the divine and the human, but he also stands for rigid tradition, institutional authority, and the comfort of established doctrine. When a sacred experience gets handed a prescription pad, we’re essentially swapping the wild unknown for a managed outcome. There’s safety in that, sure. But there’s also a quiet erosion of the very thing that makes the journey transformative. We start treating the psyche like a broken engine instead of a living landscape. And once you reduce mystery to metrics, you stop listening to what it’s trying to tell you. The sacrament doesn’t need a clipboard. It needs room to breathe.